Cause it feels like I've fallen for you

back to post, like so happy can. finally last paper. :D
survive survive!

okay, it's a bad sunday, not a pretty one.
& monday blues indeed. feeling so restless today. ):
had my last paper, rush down to practical lesson and lastly, dinner ; home.
prepare for a fresh day on tuesday.


still have to survive UT2 before having a pathetic THREE WEEKS break.
im gonna sleep throughout.
im all worn out, sleeping while typing (eyes half close )

i think im uglier. sucks.
holidays are the days to revive my beauty !!
sleep sleep and sleep.
(oh, practical, tsk, = =)

off to do teamwork again.
bandung is nice. :D
2 meals daily.

gf's meeting me later to fetch me from practical :D
having sushi dinner i think so :D
love you baby.
let's have salmon sushi. lol!

i cant go out on sundays anymore i guess.
i cant go out late night on weekdays anymore.
yup. ): sad life, but have to get use to it.
back to prison life.
prison break soon for me. ( when holidays come )
okay, lame.
so wishes for everyone i know.


i look horrible. ohmygosh.
lousy photographer ;)

p/s: down, down, down, down, down. :)

pp/s: define feeling.

crying wont solve the problem, get a grip.
you need to handle it well.




now i understand how they feel.



im tired, mentally.
goodnight earthlings.

that number didn't reply, it marks the end of the conversation.



why won't you want to listen to my side of story?
maybe this? maybe that?




p/s: it's there, somewhere, somehow.
pp/s: the situation doesn't allow me to turn to you.

i only wanted to turn to you,
but now, i want my bed.

school + driving tmr = go take TP.
i dont feel good today.
i need a understanding person.
i need a gentle person.





i dont know why i feel this way,
im not calm now, i dont feel calm now.
i need you, but ......
where are you when i need you.

tmr will be a better day.



p/s: im surprised by your answers and replies.

pp/s: i'll be fine. it's just pms i guess.
 

maybe i projected my image too good in front of you? 
maybe i am just not myself lately?
but still, i think i need someone to comfort and give in too.





p/s: ridiculous and unreasonable, but so? i can't be good and nice forever.

pp/s: disappointed? but it's the fact, i cant be understanding forever, i have emotions too.






 

maths with graphs! with Z axis! ):
shocking to see an additional axis. x & y seems enough to be handled -______-
lucky tmr's communication. i've no problem communicating. HAHA.
ytd's engineering design, LONGGGGGGGGGGGGG day! ):
brain cells nearly all drain-ed.
wonder how irene went through all this uh!
lol!


vectors, graphs, solar, blahblah. =(
TP! YAY! by next week i can book already!!
my efforts are not wasted.
i love parallel more then vertical(i think) haha.
tmr's test route.
licence = presents( i love mummy! )

im impressed by my work attitude, faci said my team's smart! :D
compliments lately (:

p/s: & for now, i realise how much you meant to me. (after deep thoughts)

*ignore the pimple, it's okay already! :D

photos of ytd(school) : 


pp/s: iloveyou. ♥

sometimes im unreasonable
sometimes my temper isn't good
sometimes my tone sucks
sometimes i just dont want to bother,

but all this time, i just need ....



p/s: you stand stood to your principles, (maybe).





school: 

i love my girlfriend. (:




i couldn't forget how beautiful you look that night,
it replays in my head.
love you baby.


p/s: school tmr.
pp/s: vodka for girlfriend! sexy!

lately, did i miss out some points ?
tell me why,
tell me how,
tell me tell me tell me.
i thought you're not with me anymore,
somehow i feel you're still with me now,
all the memories that's left with us.

well, it's the last time.
i'll leave it to you and with our fate,
is it now or never.
tell me tell me tell me.




parkway parade laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. (seven O'clock!)
gf's back ! 
(i think) she look awesome in black button shirt! (:



myself: 
1) im dye-ing my hair black. (:
2) i've stopp-ed shopping already. (really!)
3) i'm always at home(recently, i think)
4) i miss eating breakfast.
5) school's starting on monday. -_____-
6) TP before november ! HAHAHA.
7) praises from MUM, (practical+studies+no-more-shopping)
8) im' stoning more frequently :/  


school life's boring, webcam with W14L peeps! 
 stoning again. duhhhhhhhhhhhh.



p/s: 3days.
pp/s: what's on your mind?

Cancer in a Nutshell:

Cancer is a mysterious sign, filled with contradictions. They want security and comfort yet seek new adventure. They are very helpful to others yet sometimes can be cranky and indifferent. Cancer has a driving, forceful personality that can be easily hidden beneath a calm, and cool exterior. The crab is Cancer's ruling animal and it suits them well, they can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shell of skitter away back into the depths of the ocean.

They are very unpredictable. With cancer, there is always something more that meets the eye, for they are always partially hidden behind the shell. They are a have a deep psyche and intuitive mind that is hidden from the world. Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this might be why they have their defense shell in place, to avoids being hurt by others. They are nurturers so they surround themselves with people, whom after a while can offend or hurt a cancer without even knowing they did so, therefore Cancer's protective shell keeps them safe from hurt. They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. When cancer gets the support it needs, it has a tremendous amount to offer in return. When cancer gets offended, they tend to sulk instead of confronting the persons face to face. This needlessly prolongs the pain and suffering.

Cancer is very possessive, not just with material possessions but with people as well. Cancer will always want to stay in touch with old friends and anyone who has ever been close to them, because it is easier to maintain a friendship then attempt to learn to trust a new person. It is easier this way for them emotionally. If you befriend a Cancer, you will stay friends for a long time.

Cancer makes the perfect mother, this is the sign that represents motherhood. They have unconditional love and caring more so then any other astrology sign. Cancer are very intuitive. Most of the psychics of the world are Cancer astrology signs. They have an excellent memory and are very observant and can read people very well. They can usually tell of other people's intentions are good or not. Never dupe a Cancer, they can see your motives.

Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake.

p/s: almost there, this is somehow, myself. (:

like i said, blue is the best.
i like people wearing blue.
i like to wear blue too.

i want to wear blue tmr!
12,13,14 practical ):
20oct- 30oct all the way practical. ): ):
555pm, after school go :D 

i like the movie ' alot like love'
& the song: look what you've done.

jet sexy voiceeeeeeeeeeee.


p/s: shadows of you didn't fade.


YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D :D 
haha, she didn't like to reveal her age, so i wont reveal too! :D
she always say she's our sister! AHAHAHAHAHA,
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !

school's starting tmr, super duper LAZY.
i miss my girlfriendddddddddd.
celebration today with her <3

1/10 :
fun day at play with mitch, baby, cindial and baoling :D
met irene, bee bee(cousin), and etc. 
wu lingyu is officially mine. lol!

2/10 :
went chomp chomp! yummy!
mitch, baby, cindial, veron and mabel :D

3/10 :
town area at noon time, then parkway parade, then hougang.
lazy to list out names, ( same as 2/10 + huihui and kia hao ) :D
at 401! for supper.
before i went to bed, i hope next holidays' here soon! lol!



p/s: 97% lucky, thanks to my mum, love you lah wendyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
pp/s: my girlfriend is the sweetest in my eyes.

class chalet today. just planning to leave my house later. hahaha
so late can = =
i miss my sweetheart (:



photos ~ chalet will be more lively tmr ( I THINK ) 
hahahaha, okay class gathering -_________-


i want to meet baby,
i miss her :D

i think im full of questions,
my sweet little piggy is funny.
anyway, i think im late for my chalet. lol!


p/s: don't keep me in suspense.
pp/s: im' close to you then ....
 

it wasn't an answer that im looking for. i dont know how to explain. fuck.

p/s: i need her badly. she's all that i need now. ):

haha, baby called me in the afternoon, im still in my dreamland [:
but her voice is rarely that hyper, ( maybe lunch time ) lol!
it's good to hear your voice, it sounds so sweet (:

prepare-d and head off to ssdc soon, have to give mum a call now! :D
meeting baby later (she's fetching me!)

shit, my farmville harvesting at 6plus ( SIAN )
fb is really laggy nowadays.

everything's in sequence, just like numbers following orderly.
can i rebel? instead of 1,2,3,4,5 i want 1,3,5,2,4.
i dont want straight line, i want a line drawn according to my preference.

i think:
1)when you're in deep thoughts, songs( on the playlist ) eventually cause a deep impact.
that's to me, how about you?

2) the difference of 'will not let you down' and 'should not let you down'.
i think will not sounds alot more better, it's like you did it according to how you want it and you know what you want.
should not sounds like it shouldn't, i dont really need to even think about it.



p/s: 'check out how lucky you are today' told me: you're 98% lucky. shall see about that :)

pp/s: i miss her, a lot lot lot.

stayed home whole day today. wonderful sunday!
went out to dinner with my wendy(mum) and my mitch!
awesome, we had dinner at jack's place, mum had the best !
lol, i had salmon :D so shiok can! 
mitch had sambal steak. lol.
laugh non stop. mummy always gossip around.
her partners are usually my aunt or grandma. cannot imagine 3 of them together.
lol! super funny.

i miss my grandma and her cooking already ):





p/s: it's written on your face, not mind.

i miss my girlfriend. ):
FULLLLLLLLLLLLL STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

(:



p/s: wth, menses here soon.  -_____________-

having practical(again) at 320 ):
i'm going to be a good girl today! heading home after practical.
but still, miss baby (:

farmville level up again! hahahaha!
shiok can.
mitch is sleeping! :D 
mummy's working, (ask her fetch me later! :D )


p/s: tmr, happy 2nd(:
pp/s: ugly truth is funny and awesome! :D 

TIRED! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 
imissyou(:
YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN,
GOODNIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. :D

baobei is sweet as usual [:

mood is awesome good today! :D 
ssdc day again. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. ): ):
mummy;s fetching me later!! YAY!
i want my dinner with mummy and mitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

didn't had anything yet, so hungryyyyyyyyy. have to wait till 8pm i guess ):
HAHAHAHA. today's another good girl day! :D 
ytd i just realise im such a jerk, hahahahahha! thanks baby for telling me.
so turn offffffffffffff. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay, off to prepare and head down to ssdc! :D 


mitch got her new phone! mummy said im next ! :D 
and class chalet is reaching! hahahaha.
planning is damn easy, plan within 5minute, so fast can! :D

&im so tired, i slept 10hours onlyyyyyyyyyyy. ):
i miss my baobei :D


p/s: just keep it going.